it's saturday!
kubilang juga apa, Jumat itu selalu lebih indah dari pada sabtu.
what the hell with saturday night!
the air brought on friday is a lot more fresher ever!
haha...

Isn't like bullshit when you feel like you always have someone around you but infact you never have them at all?
they're around.
but just not yours.

yet,
isn't kind of relation that you always wanna have?
feel like having somebody yet owned by nobody
..
who's in the world that you can mention as yours?
no matter how close they are to you, they're still not yours.
as you wish! HAHA.

sunday morning-evening

saturday I miss you like a child misses her father.
but then when I have a doll and cartoon to entertain my lonely soul, I feel like in heaven.
who are you, my fella?

ans sunday morning comes like a new bless,
a bless from the Holy Spirit.
with to see you somehow but theen when the midday comes, all I wanna feel is the smell of the sand and the sea.
and the little beautiful light blue fish. where is he now?

monday morning is the whole new beggining of it. what the hell are you dreaming of? monday is the money day! work work work...
no time for whatever you feel! ha ha ha...
happy though, he's almost not seen. wherever.

tuesday is the beautifulest day. people come bring me some cash!! and it's always be so wonderful. you still feel the sea, you still feel the money, but you're not in rush anymore.
well, then sometimes you want to feel him too, eh?

wednesday's like the 'can I have another day?' ever.
always wanna see you there.
mostly when you've been dumb me up. on the last few days. are you coming?

thursday is the boring day ever! all I want is to get my assh outta here.
to see you will be nice. not to see you will be okay.
so, are you staying or leaving?

friday brings the air of 'saturday night' already. especially when you come and flirt a bit, saying this and that that warm my heart. but we both know, the honey boney thingy is not going anywhere.
yet, the air itself, somehow for me is a lot wonderful then the cancelled saturday night.

ow well, most of the day, I think I need an AJ more than you.
he's the onne that always make me longing for a new day comes!! :)

H. DARISNO

PRM. BUMI DANUREJO ASRI BLK G/03
JAPUNAN-MERTOYUDAN
MAGELANG

JL. MAGELANG KM 36
-->KOTA MAGELANG-->KMG

HP. 08562884104

don't you ever hate yourself for longing in such a way that youdon't even wanna know yourself?

don't you ever hate yourselff for falling in such a way that you feel cured just by listening his laughing?

I ask God, to strengtenth me, to clear my mind, to clean my heart, and to makes me feel empty.
on him

there is something that you have to believe in life.
I just watch 'serendipity' and really impressed with it.
not only the story impress me but more to the thought, to what people think and do their life.
it's about way of life and how people value their life.
there is fatum there. fate they call it in english.
that ftae, will bring you to your destiny.

will you believe in your fate?
of perhaps, life is just life.
like you've passed today. guiding the father. sms-ing. back to the shop. phoning. answering calls. guiding yourself in such a feeling for him. interneting. riding the father to the bajoeman house. waiting. shopping. waiting. thinking of Aj. going home. sms-ing. dining in. watching serendipity. and now you're writing these lines. shall there's fate there>
shall it be a sign when you talk to the man in the phone and everything was screwed?
shall it be a sign when you refused your father's idea to deliver the paints for him?
shall it be a sign when you feel like a dumb that none of your sms was delivered?
please!!!

don renato rosso
via pirano 9/9
10151 Torino - Italy

renatorosso@hotmail.com

over 10 sms and no reply. at all.
feel like a donkey now?
(what are you trying to prove actually?)

~little love can change it all... 3x~
littel love - bryan adams

if only I can talk to you right now. the only thing I want to say is f**k the m*****m up!!

I feel so bad. so so bad. so bad. so so bad. so bad. so so bad. so bad. so so bad. so bad. so so bad. so bad. so so bad. so bad. so so bad. so bad. so so bad. so bad. so so bad. so bad. so so bad. so bad. so so bad. so bad. hundred times so bad. thousand times so bad. so bad.
coz I can;t talk to you..

on you, the one between both side of life

on both side of life
you're the one in between

love actually is all around
(love actually)

I hate you
I hate you when you act in such a way
I hate you when you talk like you have never talk to me before
I hate you when you don't even wanna see me when I see your eyes
I hate you when you pretend like we're just see each other here, and nowhere else
while we've share thought, idea, principle, and perhaps feeling

I hate myself when I hate you though
Coz then I'll feel I don't wanna know you anymore

I think I don't wanna love you.
Love hurts.
:P

from a to z, you're the 's' one.
from one to hundred, really don't think you are in any numbers I should set for.
waddahell am I thinking of?

~sad, you dumb me all day long. stupidito, eh?~

this is my new trash cabin, I supposed!!
and I'm glad, very glad to have it. Again :)

what do people expect when they're grom oldre?
having a permanent job, a lot of money, get a spouse to live with the whole life?

I'm just twenty and two. Am I normal for ain't thinking about such things?
I mean, what the hell with a permanent job.
I'll get it if I want. And money!!
well, it's something I think I can always afford to have ~though not much.. lol~

But a spouse!! In your whole life?!!
That's really a LOT!! I mean, can't people go single and be happy as long as they want?

Or it's just me who is such a freak by thinking this way..

mel. freak girl.