porque?

To start a relationship is always hard.
But to maintain the relationship is always a LOT LOT harder than to start it.

I don't know why I'm talking about it here with you people,
probably coz any of you were once here in this stage.

I'm falling in love with somebody that I know I will not longer see in these couple of months. And instead of avoiding the feeling that I started to have,
or creating good friendship *though we are good friends*,
I decided to give up friendship,
and go for the falling.

and now I don't know what to do.
I'm going home soon.
and I have him here.. want my staying.

ps: don't know why am I so melow today.. after smiling the whole morning-afternoon